Archive for the ‘stream of consciousness’ Category

A little bit

I’ll fold the pajames a little bit slower tonight. I’ll linger a little bit longer while I hug you good night. I’ll answer a little bit more when you call out for me. I’ll listen as you spin your tales a little bit more intensely. I’ll walk a little bit more slowly through the park [...]

Death becomes him

I had something else to write about for tomorrow {today Monday}. But as I’m sitting here watching the news I can’t help but feel anything but overwhelming emotions & my Royal Wedding thoughts will have to wait. I remember where I was on 9/11. I was home from work, I finished my school work early [...]

Stream of Consciousness Sunday: Pride

As I’m sure you can guess my mind is running on extra this week & Fadra’s brain dump was exactly what I needed. I will be off on Tuesday headed to California, but don’t worry I leave you in some very capable hands. Make sure to check back starting Tuesday. Until we speak again…wish us [...]

Snow is like Motherhood. Motherhood like the snow.

The excitement. The anticipation. The expectation that it will keep us all from work. Keep us all from the commitments of  functions, dinners, play dates and leave us snuggling in bed with a glass of red, a good book and roaring fire. The snow. The cute fur lined boots. And comfy down coats. The homemade hot cocoa and family game night. The snow [...]

Matter holds onto the memories

My mom heard a saying once “Matter holds memory” The last few weeks I have been going through all of our things in my parents storage area. Re-packing (because of a mold issue) and getting ready to put it into another storage facility. Read this post for clarity on why our things are in storage. [...]

But I want it!!!!

I want to have a baby. End of story. But I don’t know when to have this baby. With Phoenix I wasn’t given an option of when. I guess technically I was. But technically I wasn’t. But let’s not debate that. After our first pregnancy we talked about it a lot of course but the [...]

Stream of Consciousness Sunday: Magic of the holidays

We picked up a tiny little Christmas Tree today to go in our room at my parents house. And when we got closer to the lot Phoenix started shouting “My tree! I need to decorate it and put yights on it!” And I just have to say that experiencing the magic of the hoolidays “what [...]

Stream of Consciousness: A second baby?

Over the last few months I have known a lot of people who have had babies or gotten pregnant and everytime a new Facebook picture of that adorable little new born pops on my screen or I see those cute little tweets from people announcing their pregnant I wonder…when will I try again? As of [...]